- A HEART FULL OF PAIN, HEAD FULL OF STRESS - A HAND FULL OF ANGER, HELD IN MY CHEST -
++ about me ++ name:
JosH
FirsT LighT:
07-04-1988
BusinEss AddResS:z3n_cool@hotmail.com Wat i Du?:
FuN stuFF... SporTs... I loVe my guiTar.. MuziCk and MoviEe
ambition:
HistoRy makEr WorLD chanGEr
likes:
tries to... chillinG wiTh me Lovable FrenS.. yeah, u gUyS aRe lovaBle
dislikes:
flirts b@#$4 any one who polishes the apples.. LIARS! HYPOCRITES!
++ wishlist ++
PDA
digicAm
ElectriC guiTar + amplifiEr
Hmm.. long time since I updated, anyway I shan't bother with the last post anymore... some pple juz dun see it...
Teacher's Day celebration was the first time I ever performed infront of the school... Albeit with a group of 20 graduating pupils... Kinda fun, though we were all nervous at first... Varian was the keyboardist, Lye Huat the Flutist (???), Yazid, Fauzi and I were the guitarist, not to forget Yee Roo, the score turner... Fauzi has a habit of breaking strings... Heh Heh... Then there were Nut, Kat, Aretha, Bee Hiong, Yun Xuan etc singers + 4 pairs of dancers like Mao and Rasydah...
After that went back to NBPS, my primary skol... So many old things are gone... but there were still teachers that remain... Well, my good old teacher was at home nursing her infant... so basically went there just to have a look ard...
Went to watch Bourne Supremacy at nite with a coughing and sneezing penguin... heh heh... bleh... it's alrite, juz sit as far as possible from the screen least u get a headache from all the moving scene... oh, and just last saturday I went to Z-pop concert... WOW! IT'S DARN COOL... GOT F.I.R. LIVE... Muahahah...
Went to zoo this morning... So long nv go le... Then my fav exhibit is the Fragile Forest... I like to walk ard da... then saw this pig at the children world there.. reminds me... hmmm... Saw white tiger, having chicken as snacks.. Yummy.. then there was the sealion show... the penguin enclosure was too small la... heh heh... fed the goats too.. then they start licking your hands.. yeeeeee... but the grossest were the baboons with their big red butt with their dung still stuck inside.. YUCKS... Oh well, Kat and gang went to watch Garfield and I was unable to make it on time.. so too bad.. bleh... then there were cute slow loris, mouse deer and animals tt are basically cute la... heh... tts all for today...
Hmm, see how my life is so far.. today is national day... wat did i du? went for prayer meet then go to PS to watch the village with maoZ.. very cool show.. nowadays u dun get that often, the plot sits well with the audience, but u gotta comprehend wat the characters are saying, they tok alot... wanted to watch and take pics of the fireworks but was too late le.. aww, so sad... Tml the sec 3s going to their camp le.. kool... wana go but too old liaoz.. Anyway, guitar class start liao, I got into the intermediate class... yeah, they gona teach me 16 beat, lots more chords and stuff... cool, cant wait, but must wait.. cuz 2 weeks off classes...
recently it was brought to my attention that someone is spoiling the unity in SEO becuz of differences... Fine, the blog is urs, u can say watever u want, but that juz potrays how much immature u r... Becuz wat we have work so hard for, and it now seems like YOU are going to destroy it, therefore I have to speak out.. IF U INTEND TO SO CALLED MAKAN OTHER PPLE, U HAVE TO GET PAST ME TO DO IT... AND BASED ON UR CHARACTER, IT WILL BE NEAR IMPOSSIBLE.. AND MARK MY WORDS, THE SSEOs WILL STAND WITH ME, AND WHO WILL BE ON UR SIDE? SO PLS USE UR brains BEFORE U DU SOMETHING STUPID THAT MAKES U THE LAUGHING STOCK OF THE SKOL... DUN USE TEARS, I NV HAD SYMPATHY FOR PPLE WHO TRIES TO HURT ANYTHING OR ANYONE WHO IS MINE.. AND U CAN NV THREATEN ME.. WITH SO MANY BAD THINGS TO SAY ABOUT U, I DECIDED NOT TO WASTE THAT BIT OF BYTE ANYMORE ON A PERSON WHO CAUSES DIVISION.. IF U HAVE ANY CONSCIENCE LEFT, THINK, AND ALL THE BEST FOR U.
RIGHT...I noe emeralders are prepared, but things du happen, so these pple may fall but they will pick themselves up and kik ur butt b4 u noe it.. SSEOs ROX.. AT LEAST WE HAVE THE MATURITY TO PUT ASIDE DIFFERENCES WHEN WE WORK FOR THE SCHOOL!!! EMERALD ROX U TINK WE CANT BUT U CAN ONI THINK
just bought a new phone, t610.. cute lil phone, quite cool too... now I've got a camera phone.. haha.... having prep exams right now, the first few papers were my subjects so it was kinda cool, but I aint sure of the next few.. Anywayz, SEC3 Camp is coming!!! Weee!!! the last one was so memorable.. me slping with a toad.. lolX.. hope we can go with the sec3s.. Hmmz, wonder whether Hazlin asked already not... Also had match today, wasn really on form but our team still won, and lotsa members turn up.. trashed the opposing team 7-3.... they play so rough, next time dun play liao.. lol.. then tml remember hor, we all going to 'thon' at Marina.. Long time since we did that.. National Day coming soon, hope to have a great week ahead!
Long time since i last blog.. lotsa things happened.. but no use telling ya guys.. well, past few weeks there was lotsa activities in the skol.. Arts Week, Passion Arts, Forte 3... N.I. and many other minor stuff... Ermz, haiz.. It's all about my family la... But things have calmed down a bit..
Anywayz, went to Forte 3 with Varian.. And he was REAL late.. he reached City Hall at 730, Then we hada run all the way to Esplanade to buy flowers for the girls.. Lin Jean really thick-skinned, asked everyone in the class for flowers, so we went to buy for her lor.. then after that still hada run all the way back to VCH.. Haven buy my tix, good thing Shaw Hui was there and she helped me to buy it first... Then settled down with Ming and co. The band was great..
then we had 2 days without madam tai.. which was great, cuz she was more like wasting our time in skol nowadays... a lot of pple nv come one.. lolZ.. Andy, Jeff, Raj, Ming, Wei Long.. etc. 1 day at least got 2 absent... our class has the highest rate of absentism...
Tonight they going to celebrate Xing Rong Bday.. probably going after my service.. And they are going to have a match soon at ard 4.. All the best ORANJE!
This few days during recess, there was the Northland Idol going on.. During the first day, Er Cong, Dan, Mandy sang.. they did pretty well.. I tink my vote was going to Cong and Dan, 2nd day was some sec 5 guys then today was Sam, Fiona and Mei Fang.. So I had a diff choice.. cuz Er Cong+Dan and also Kat sang really well... Cud feel the electricity in the air arhz..
Then it was all crap tonight.. Wanted to buy new skol shoes.. Cuz old one spoilt.. Ask my dad for money.. Then he started scolding me.. He is a Catholic.. Insisted that I shdn be giving tithe.. Totally irrelevant.. But it's my conviction.. Then somehow he found out about my baptism also.. so he was really furious.. So my mum juz brought me out and gave me the $$$.. Went with Mao.. Didn tell him what kinda headache I have juz gone thru.. My dad is really juz unreasonable, an antagonist.. Thankz Mao.. You nv really did know what happened but your presense is really helpful... so we juz went ard after buying.. He bought the F.I.R. disc.. Sianz.. Reached home, and this sister of mine started yelling at me for not studying.. How to study in this kinda emotion? forget it....
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine ahead has caught my eye
And roped me in so mesmerizing
It's so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so
Isolated so
Motivated I am
Certain now that I am
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So tired of the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment for forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim
Against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
My hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
k.. start from last sunday... suppose to do my group's ss project.. Well, we started kinda late cuz we were erm, stuck in andy's house.. then we proceed to wei long's house... our group is doing about diplomacy and deterence.. much of the first 3 hrs was about writing scripts and doing our powerpoint.. then we took a break and went off to play soccer... raj and shawn joined us and proved useful.. haha.. we made them our actors... after playing soccer till ard 12, we went back to long's house.. Tat's where the real fun started.. we started filming our lil show.. overall it was funny.. especially shawn.. everyone cudn stop laughing.. lolX.. if u wana noe, then must buy our VCD.. lol.. at 235, we watch the euro finals.. Onli i and raj were supporting Greece.. And Greece won!!! lol, not really exciting but i like underdogs...
Monday we hada wake up early for a match.. i was so tired when i got home to change.. i wanted to slp but in the end still went for the match.. turns out we were going up agaisnt a bunch of losers.. they were so vulgar and bad sport.. they lost 6-3 and i pulled my hamstring.. now I've got 2 injuries.. spent the rest of my day catching up on slp and on bs...
went back to skol and kinda pissed mam tai off.. lolx.. now her class so quiet and i nua at the back.. so sianz.. anyway if thats the peace she wants, she can have it... it is juz so boring... fpr the wed remedials, Andy, Dog and Raj were caught for using the comp when she wasn ard.. in the end they kinda got expelled from the class... haha... poor things.. And in the night, i went for church without walls conference.. it is really good and i understand more bout different kinda pple.. I love my church.. So much unity, so much love... We must love God wholeheartedly and love people fervently... That was the one thing that keep me from going head on with someone.. I must learn to control my temper and love them as they are.. but it still is kinda hard sometimes..
okie.. maybe update again tml.. kinda boring.. trying to find something interesting to put in this blog.. and im going to write a song or poem on my other one.. hmm
